shouldn't i be sleeping?

yes...i should....and i am not! oh well, looks like im gonna fall asleep in class again. i wonder what i am going to do tomorrow. this week has been...really easy lately, and its a little creepy. anyhow, i wanted to write a little bit about life in general.

when we reach a certain age, i think we go through...despair...what was it? it was on some psychological scale that after our 50s, we as humans go through a period of time when our mindsets are thinking about our past, regrets, and despair. death looms around the corner. isn't that depressing?

only to read this one essay in english today about a man who worked so hard that he didn't really interact with the relationships around him and pretty much died alone almost...well, he did have family...the author didn't fail to mention he died from a heart attack at the age of 53. i think. now that is depressing...because she mentions also that his "dearly beloved" son had to research his father through their neighbors to figure out what kind of person he was like. now that is taking life for granted almost. i hope i dont' speed through life like that. i almost feel like that is my final route to doom.

life...

tamago kake gohan

Yet another post on a wednesday. (oh my, i believe my frustrations stem during the middle of the week). I'm stemming away from anime in this post...as i am beginning to feel more and more disinterested in it. Well, i'm a little late compared to other bloggers, but i went through a marathon of watching "Jigoku Shoujo" which i enjoyed very much. I'm still a little emotionally hit from my grandfather's stay in the hospital, and i pray for his recovery. Hopefully he will be home with us soon.

Anyhow, this post will consist of...What's for dinner tonight? =D.

Tonight i will be making "Tamago Kake Gohan" which is literally Egg Rice mixed with Soy Sauce. Sounds tasty no? Yeah...actually its a raw egg mixed with soy sauce. i put other things in my bowl like dumplings and vietnamese pork. my only hope is that i do not get a stomache ache, and i pray i don't get salmonella. pray for me please. cuz i am deathly afraid of throwing up, but i really wanted to try it...^^;

what a slow anime season...

I think im going to get bored to death with anime. I used to watch so many, but now im only following 2 series!

At least, Naruto and Bleach have FINALLY come back to the manga storyline. So there are no more fillers! I'm very glad, about that, and I'm getting the latest Naruto and Bleach as of now! =D

This Winter 2007 season has been dragging so slowly, I hope that the Spring 2007 Season invites better shows.

Death Note for one, has gone down hill for me. I just stopped watching after episode 9 because it just got...predictable. I'd say if you haven't finished the manga, go ahead and watch it, but if you have read all of it, there's no fun if you know whats going to happen.

D.Gray Man too. It was captivating at the beginning, but then i just lost the interest to keep watching it after the filler episode 8. I am, although, keeping up with the manga.

Nana is probably the only series so far that I am following closely. It's been released up to episode 34 so far for subs, and surprisingly its not dragging out that bad yet. Every episode is that good!

Shounen Onmyouji is good. I heard that it started out as a novel at the beginning, but they adapted it into an anime. I want to read the novels, or I am praying they get translated to english someday. The anime itself is not so bad either. Character designs are so-so, (they kind of remind me of Houshin Engi x Inuyasha).

What else have I been following? Oh! That's actually it. Majority of the other anime just doesn't appeal to me. Alot of them are like just fanservice crap. Anyone have any recommendations? I want something with a good storyline, and less fluff, please!